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Jawaria

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Until the 31st returns.

The Timeline

the prelude

Noticing you wasn't a choice; it was just something that happened, like gravity taking hold.

the shift

Learning the specific frequency of your laugh and realizing I never wanted to stop hearing it.

the anchor

Understanding that wherever you are, that is exactly where I want to be.

October 6

The sky recorded the exact moment my life changed. This was the shape of the moon the night you became mine.

The Odds

They say the probability of a person existing exactly as they are is 1 in 400 trillion. Every decision, every star collapsing, every timeline aligning throughout history, all of it happened just so I could look at you today and know the math was worth it.

Observations

The way you hide and handle your pain is so unbelievable to me.
I love reading sonnets to you.
Damn, you're so horny.
The comfort of your voice on a bad day.

Why I love you, Jawaria

Because of the way you see the world.

don't rush

In a lifetime of temporary things, you are my favorite constant.

The Goldilocks Zone

You are that perfect distance where everything feels exactly as it should.

Happy Birthday, Jawaria

Today, the earth celebrates you. Thank you for existing in the same timeline as me.

This year, I promise to listen more deeply, to hold on tighter, and to never stop looking at you like I'm seeing you for the very first time. You are my favorite miracle.